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This weekend was way fun/crazy!
I had all day Friday off, which was SO nice!!
Kallies Birthday was Friday so i spent all day with her.
We got our hair done, her eye lashes done, shopping, dinner at chilies, and party at her house.
Saturday was Abers wedding! YAY!!!
Oh it was so beautiful! She looked absolutely gorgeous, and its was just a happy time for them.
Sunday Meg and I got our eye lashes done by Sami!
It was kinda weird cuz before i had PAINFULLY short eye lashes so i was worried it would look funny... but i LOVE them!!!
its so nice looking in the mirror after waking up, or showering and not hating what i look like. I mean no i'm not super pretty still without makeup but at least i'm more confident.
I didn't get the lashes to impress anyone or for anyone to say "wow you are so pretty! look at your lashes!" i just got them so i can fell pretty myself and so i can like how i look. :)
but then we went and cleaned our work!
We did everything!!! Walls, floors, bathrooms, windows, etc.
It was crazy.
Well that was the run down of my weekend....
Now for exciting news!
I found a new hair lady/salon! :)
Amber Rene Salon - Amanda   GO THERE!!!
They are so cute and really talented.
Its a fun atmosphere and little so its not a ton of people running around.
They also have great rates and friendly staff!
Love it there!
She used this product that was amazing and did wonders on my hair!
Me having really curly hair, when i blow dry it, it goes CRAZY!
but this oil based product made it super soft and not frizzy at all!
I was amazed!
We used a round brush and the Blow Dryer... thats all!!! :)
i also bought this watch there!
super cute huh!?! :)
Boy Corner :)
So i am having an issue right now with boys.
I miss Austin so much, but i am coming to the realization that its okay to like someone else. 
18 months is still a long time to go and we talked about it before that i was not waiting for him. We would just see how things went when he got home. But i think that this whole time while he's been gone i have been really scared to let myself get really close to someone. I have kissed boys since, but i haven't felt for any the way that i feel for Austin.... until now. 
Now your probably wondering who this guy is... well keep wondering cuz i'm not going to say....
here is why.
You know how with Girl Code you never date a friends ex or something like that. 
Well is it ever okay to break that? 
What if you and the friend weren't ever THAT close. but you still considered yourself friends?
No matter what they tell you, you know that their feelings are still there, but you can't help how you feel.
THEN you find out that your other friend (not the ex) likes them too!!! 
and they are ALWAYS asking you for advice on how to make it work....ugh....
Well guess what... youR SHIT OUT OF LUCK then. 
Don't you just love being Friend Zoned?! I sure do.... NOT!!!!!  


So that is why names aren't named because this is the awkward love triangle that i am in. 
For those who are reading this (no one) done bother asking who they are either cuz you won't ever guess.... its that complicating. 
So maybe i'm not ready to get back on the love wagon...? Or maybe this means i am?
Golly i don't know! i just want to go to bed when i think about it cuz its so confusing.... 
So yeah... 
oh and i never go on dates..... I'm just that pathetic. 


Great huh?!
k bye